I don’t know where I am going, and I don’t know what I am doing.
Am I really fake? Am I really the thing it is I hate?
When so many questions come, I just can’t find the answers.
And I pray for this suicide to overtake my mind.
Leave my body behind, and drift away on the waves of time.

And she hears me cry.
But she doesn’t care, she’s only concerned with what is right there.
And that’s a shame, because when it comes time to blame, it can all be pushed onto her.
Appears these foggy windows, decked with lies
And just within them, here am I.
I hold back feelings deep inside, because now I realize my eyes are far too dry for me to cry.
Violence, frustration, disappointment, frustration.
And I pray for this suicide to overtake my mind.
Leave my body behind, and drift away on the waves of time.

Didn’t leave it up to you. Didn’t take it away from you.
If I had the chance to choose, I would obliterate you.
Violence, frustration, disappointment, frustration.
And I pray for this suicide to overtake my mind.
Leave my body behind, and drift away on the waves of time.

When are you going to see everything has turned its back on you?
When will the time come when god has chosen you?
I sit and wait for that time, where everything you said will be proved a lie.
I sit and wait for the time, when you’ll fall to your knees, shrivel up and die.
You need some attention, recollection of the hope that once constantly carried you.
But you get nothing because no body here cares for you.
You’re a liar, a fraud, a leech, and you’re nearly anti-god.
You’re everything that I contradict, and I am here to inflict every pain and grievance until you give up and leave it, alone.